My Sweet Lover, For the last several days I have spent a lot of time going back over how we met, how we fell in love...asking questions of myself...marvelling at all we have done and become.  I look back at it almost feeling afraid that we hesitated so long...I was SO afraid...and I know you were too, but for different reasons.  ...

  My Darling Husband, I have noticed a difference in the way you speak to me lately.  I must admit, it is a difference I like.  You may not even notice, although I doubt that somehow…it is SO seldom that you don’t plan and MEAN every single word that you utter.  For so long, I had felt unwanted, un-needed, uncared for…you changed all ...

My wonderful husband, As I read over this AGAIN...it amazed me how much I STILL do the same things.  Some days I feel like I have made so much progress and other days not so much.  Here I am all this time later and still asking...what if?  What if?  I was SO afraid then....and everything turned out SO beautifully...when am I ...

The cold snow fell upon her gold locks, melting as it touched them, her golden shoes leaving little trails in the snow.  Mostly they patterned a bigger footprint, walking by the side of it, at times falling into it.  The music was loud as people danced around the brightly lit fire and the smell of roasting meat wafted through the ...

I really wanted to write about all of the above. (I'll explain the Reggae Mice bit, bear with me.) The point is, as much as I want to write a really good, thoroughly profound and enlightening post on all of these topics, I always end up reading pages after pages of blogposts (including comments - no, I didn't have my ...

My Precious Husband, It was such a treat for me to be able to hear you today.  When I think back, I remember thinking how much it would mean to me just to be able to HEAR your voice....and I never knew if that would ever happen, but I remember thinking how wonderful it would be...and then I did!  You sang ...

2010/03/25 2:51]  Vanish Firecaster: Back then... I was afraid, because I could see this coming... and I was not sure if we could make it... I was afraid you couldn't be with me because of your 'situation'... and that we wouldn't be able to make it. El Firecaster: And so... If I had asked you THEN....what would you have told me? Vanish ...

This time of the month ALWAYS brings this memory back to me.  I have had some WONDERFUL memories in my life...and as most people...some NOT so wonderful ones.  But this one...sometimes I think my entire life was leading up to this one moment in time.  We were both SO afraid, so unsure and at the same time never more sure ...

Thank you my lover, for checking in on me even when it is late, for letting me know what you are doing and when you will be back.  Thank you for always taking me into consideration and making me feel like I am truly the most important thing in your life.  Those things are NOT taken for granted!  You are ...

Her big floppy hat almost completely covered one eye and seemed to provide some protection from the outside world to her.  Her day had been filled with multiple incidents and her head pounded as she waited for HIM....all she needed was HIM...all she could think of was HIM.....as her mind returned to the days events.....   How many times must one „girl“ ...