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Mar
My precious V,
I am SO blessed to have you in my life. Your love and kindness always amazes me. I am always astounded that you even find me worth your time, but not only do you do that…you consider me of the greatest worth! You have NO idea how your love has transformed my life, my sweet husband. And while I LOVE to hear your soft words of love towards me and will gladly accept them, I KNOW that I am the real winner in it all!
FOREVER yours….D
[2010/03/08 14:36] Vanish Firecaster: Thank you, *****.
El Firecaster: I wish I could take credit for something, love…I will gladly accept it….but I always feel like the one who is grateful!
Vanish Firecaster: Mmmmh. Well, you let me take you; let me have you the way I want. You are always dressing so beautifully for me, so special. You are caressing me, loving me.
El Firecaster smiles at him. How could I do anything else, love???…I LOVE you! I WANT all those things!
Vanish Firecaster: Yes. But you GIVE so much.
El Firecaster: I guess just as it is hard for you to understand when I tell you that it has not always been so….and you think it is SO natural for it to be the way it is now… that is the same way I feel. It is SO natural how could it be any different?
Vanish Firecaster: Still, I am grateful. And I feel you need to be thanked.
El Firecaster: I remember once walking with you…. and you so despondent…..over lost memories….and I told you we would make new ones and we have. And now those old memories….the ones we thought were SO great at the time PALE in comparison!
Vanish Firecaster: Yes. It’s not even the memories. It is what you are HERE and NOW. Every time anew. I’m so grateful for that.
El Firecaster nods…Me too, baby!
Vanish Firecaster: And I think it’s important to say thank you.
El Firecaster kisses him. Yes. I do too!…caresses him again….. running her fingers thru his hair softly.
Vanish Firecaster: It is so nice just to lay with you.
El Firecaster: God….I KNOW!…it is always SO wonderful!
Vanish Firecaster: So peaceful, so easy to feel at home.
El Firecaster: and I was thinking of that as I wrote the TD about the long walks at night…it IS very similar to that feeling…. SO calm like everything has stopped for that moment.
Vanish Firecaster: Yes. Yes, indeed. God…. We will do that, love.
El Firecaster: Will we?
Vanish Firecaster: We will.
El Firecaster: I was amazed to find out that you had experienced the same thing and I had never told anyone about what I THOUGHT as I walked thru the night…I was afraid they would think I was a FREAK!
Vanish Firecaster: I had to re-read what it says about your psychological type. We are SO similar.
El Firecaster giggles…What does it say?
Vanish Firecaster: It says you are dedicated to what you believe important. That you are extremely loyal. That most people will not understand you, because…your mind is so enigmatic… ..so full of wonders… …which you don’t understand yourself most of the time… …you just live in a world full of exciting things…
El Firecaster: It IS kind of a wonderland in there sometimes!
Vanish Firecaster: Sometimes?
El Firecaster: Ok ok ok…MOST of the time!
Vanish Firecaster: Mmmmh. You ARE perfect for me.
El Firecaster kisses him, nuzzling at his neck.
El Firecaster: Yes. I KNOW that! There is NO doubt in my mind.
Vanish Firecaster: Yes. I just discover more and more wonderful things.
El Firecaster whispers in his ear… I will be fresh and new for you everyday, love. I will be EVERY woman for you. I CAN do that. I have just never been allowed to do it before.
Vanish Firecaster: I know. I know, ***. That’s the thing. I KNOW that! And you ARE! That’s the wonder of it all. I will NEVER tire of you, because one lifetime is not enough to see all your facets.
El Firecaster giggles…Am I like a sculpty prim?
Vanish Firecaster: You are like the… …Eagle Stone……each facet catching the light in its unique way…
El Firecaster: awwww…. From “Gem”?
Vanish Firecaster: Yes.
El Firecaster kisses him softly, nuzzling at his ear…whispering….I love you….
Vanish Firecaster smiles softly, caresses her cheeks gently.
[2010/03/08 15:00] El Firecaster: welllll…..I still feel like I am the winner in it all!
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