My Precious Husband,

Thank you SO much for sharing today with me.  You will never know what it meant to me, as your wife.  To know that you would share something that intimate…something that you would only share with someone you have chosen to spend your life with… truly makes me feel privileged.  You HAVE to know that everything is sacred between us.  We are not like the others, love.  I can hear you telling me over and over “Never forget who we are or where we came from.”  And those words have finally taken root, love.  I AM beginning to know WHO I am and WHO WE are…who we have always been…and there is no shame in that, love.  I know that down through the years the “others” have told us differently…they have spewed their points of view and takes on life as they see it on us at every opportunity.  And we in turn, have HAD to listen…as we both wandered aimlessly…looking for our “other”.  We no longer have to do that, love.  We…WE can finally BE!  We can be who we were created to be and find love and fulfillment in each other.  YOU are ALL I need, love. 

Thank you for helping me fight my battles….even in my dreams.  You are right, together, there is no fear and nothing we cannot handle or do.  I was SO comforted to see you there, standing close behind me, protecting me, just as you always have.  You are truly involved in every aspect of my life…awake or asleep…in SL or in RL…it is YOU who fills my days and roams with me at night.

The past few days have been SO special to me, mein Koenig.  The things you have said to me have burned deep into my heart and have transformed my soul.  I know that you do not say things lightly and that you say everything for a reason, so I listen carefully when you speak.  I know I don’t need to be afraid of what you say…I never have to second guess your words or wonder what you mean.  I know you love me enough to be honest with me…and games are something we DON’T do….we have BOTH had our fair share of those.  You are always SO kind and caring with me, love.  Your feelings for me are always at the forefront of everything we do.  I am truly blessed.  And I pray that I NEVER, EVER take that love for granted.  It has been withheld from us for SO long…I plan on using every day for the rest of my life, letting you know how much I love you and finding new ways to show that love to you.

[2010/03/12 16:45]  El Firecaster: We have it all!

Vanish Firecaster: Yes.  And nothing’s lost.

 El Firecaster smiles… no baby.  Nothing is lost.  I am yours…. you are mine…. that doesn’t change…ever

 [2010/03/12 16:46]  Vanish Firecaster smiles.  Ever.