This was one of our first conversations together...alone...without anyone else around. It is hard to think that we had only met a little over 10 days earlier...and that in a little over 10 days later we would be partners! Things went FAST and yet...it seemed like I had been waiting all my life for this...and it was just a natural ...

She lay on the bed, the soft crimson covers hugging her body.  It was still warm where he had lain.  She nuzzled the empty spot with her nose…trying to smell him there.  Her mind, as always, wandered to the wonderful moments they had spent together just moments earlier…. [16:02]  Vanish Firecaster takes her in his arms... pulling her tight. Vanish Firecaster: God, ...

Normal is such a relative term, I’m almost afraid to use it.  Everything that was “normal” for me for SO long is no longer.  In fact, I have come to learn that some of it was terribly ABnormal.  It was good to be able to talk to you about all that…it kind of helps me sort things out.  My entire ...

Good morning my precious lover.  I hope you had a peaceful rest and that your first day back at work will be an easy one.  Yes…I missed you, but I am glad you rested and am so looking forward to seeing you this evening.  Until then…. [2010/04/25 5:27]  El Firecaster: I love you.... Thank you for coming here with me. Vanish Firecaster ...

Happy Anniversary, love…yes…we DO have one every other week, but I would feel remiss if I did not stop for a moment to celebrate the last 8 months of our lives together.  I hate that we had to end our last time together so abruptly.  I thought about it for a long time after you left and while I hated ...

My sweet V, Thank you for having spent so much of your time with me during your holiday, love.  I hate that it has come to an end, and even though I know that we will still be together there is a sadness in me at the thought that it is over, once again.  I remember feeling this same way the ...

My most loved husband, Thank you for always leading me in the right direction and for gently reminding me of who and what we are and always have been.  I DO NOT understand WHY it is SO easy for me to forget that fact.  Perhaps once again it has to do with the difference in the male and female psyche?  It is ...

[2010/04/21 6:22]  Vanish Firecaster: There's just... something... in what we share... that creates this... landslide of images... and scenes... and sensations... all at once... even without mentioning them. El Firecaster nods Vanish Firecaster: ...It's incredible El Firecaster: yes…it is! El Firecaster smiles El Firecaster: I know exactly what you mean... Every time that we are together, love…it DOES seem as though everything that we have ever ...

She laid her head back, closing her eyes, rocking back and forth.  Oh the feeling!  She had not sat in a rocking chair in over 4 months.  Her mind started to wander as she sat there and as usual her thoughts drifted to him and of recent past.  It was the rocker he had bought for her.  She felt the ...

“NMFTT” It seems, my precious V that we find ourselves in uncharted waters.    Every day that we are together seems to push us further and further out to an unknown sea, with no maps…if we’re lucky we MAY have a compass; let’s hope it is not broken!  I guess it is not sufficient that we ourselves are very different creatures, ...