Good morning, my prince! I hope you had a sweet peaceful rest! It feels like it has been AGES since I saw you! This TD will once again be short and sweet…and then I will try to rest some before we come together. I am SO looking forward to it. I had a good day love. I can never decided which is harder…missing you on the bad days…or missing you on the good days! Even on the best of days, I always think how much better the day could be if I could share it with you! Perhaps that is why you talk to me in the car! I guess I do the same thing…but without the actual talking…I don’t want total strangers thinking I am crazy. People that really know me…already know I am…so I guess it would be ok for them to see it…but we must protect the strangers! They are innocent!

But in my mind…all the beautiful things I see…I “transfer” to you. I wish so badly that I could share them with you. As I drive down the road and see the streets lined with flowered bushes, I can hardly keep my eyes on the road for looking at them! And I imagine you laughing at me, since you KNOW how I am about flowers. Today I ALMOST stopped and had coffee outside under the magnolia trees. One of the little shopping centers had an outdoor part…and magnolia trees were all around it…and they were in full bloom. I SOOOO badly wanted to share that cup of coffee with you, to sit there and look at the trees and look in your eyes….reach over and touch your hand as we talked…of the latest topic…or god forbid…politics…or religion…but laughing…and knowing that there was NOTHING in the world any better! I can imagine riding with you in the car and seeing the sites and having you tell me ALL about them…IN DETAIL, learning the history and the meaning and touching the “oldness”. Touching things that have been touched by MILLIONS of hands in hundreds of years…things old…and yet new. Kind of like us.

On the really bad days…I sometimes think “Who are you kidding? That will never happen…and shame on you for letting yourself believe in such silliness!” And on the really good days…I KNOW that yes…it will happen and it will be as I imagine and it will be as it should have been…and I WILL be allowed that which I have never had before and it will be amazing! Today….was a really good day, love! Until then….

Sweet kisses to my husband…..D